BASTIENNE CROSS | TORONTO DOMINATRIX
Submission begins in solitude. It is either a nature you were born with or it is a choice you've made for this moment. Your motivation doesn't concern me, your execution does. Hey, if you're going to do something, do it well.
I'm sexually dominant. It's impossible to distill the nature from the nurture but ultimately it doesn't matter because this is who I am. Present yourself as my natural counterpoint. Present me with a mind that has soaked in the bliss of female dominance and I will step into my natural role with you. I've felt the shame of being different, not following what my gender role has prescribed. Then I found this place, here with you. So when you submit, you're telling me that I'm more than acceptable, the things that were bad are amazing and those feelings were all wrong. I'll do the same because the truth is, I'm enriched by submission, it's a beautiful, complementary energy to mine, it validates my nature and creates a story where blank pages once sat.
So please, don't tell me that you're usually dominant. Don't tell me that you're just doing this for fun. If you're going to do something, do it well. If you're going to submit, submit. It's my favourite state, don't dangle it in front of my face before hiding it behind your back. Hand it over, I'll do the same.
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I love my name and respond to it in the same, organic way I respond to my birth name. Bastienne is the female version of the name Bastian, the main character from the movie Neverending Story. Before I did Domination, I (jokingly) chose Bastienne as a name to refer to the side of me that emerges when I'm PMSing. Yup. My domination name comes from having bad periods. I would say "Bastienne is here" and significant others would turn tail and flee. This alter ego would get blamed for a lot of drama, and I truly struggled to accept her as a part of me. As a generally easy going person, I'd let a lot of things slide but Bastienne would show up at the end of the month and clean house. When I got into Domination, she finally had a place she belonged.
Although she was at the root of every problem I had, she ended up being the solution as well. I gave up on avoiding, ignoring and repressing Bastienne, it proved impossible, she was an immovable presence, unaffected by my weak attempts at extinction. I started leaning in and listening to what she wanted, considering if these are things I could do, articulating the urges into words. She wanted control, a lot of control. Stepping into Bastienne feels like I'm energetically drawing everything towards me while remaining entirely still, focused, quiet and ready. Sometimes I can even feel my eyes dilate, entering into consumption mode with the rest of my being. Bastienne is always hungry and seeks to destroy, she is a true succubus. There is a baseline of anger that feeds this character which is never expressed in outbursts but rather through sheer, sick joy. Bastienne feeds at the apex of a humiliating act. The look of regret is what she truly wants, it's what she's waiting for and when she sees it, she laughs in genuine delight. She will stalk you patiently until you forfeit, nothing less will do, then she'll feast.
You don't need you to call me Mistress or Goddess, although you can if you like, it does nothing for me. What I really want to hear is my name, just call me Bastienne.
" The day, hour and minute had finally come. I could barely wait! I packed their tribute and headed over to Bastienne's Lair to put myself at their mercy. To give a little background I had sessioned with both Evangeline Ducharme and Bastienne Cross before, although this type of full immobility, immersion, and objectification was actually brand new to me, and despite having had other sessions, both with them both, seperately, and with other Dommes.
As I approached the door, I noticed it was open a crack and inside was utterly dark. That was new! I could see already this was going to be different than previous sessions. As I entered the darked doorway, I started to greet them and was "shushed". I was grabbed, blindfolded, stripped and told to/pushed to lay on my back. I was wrapped, beginning at my shoulders, and was to be wrapped to my feet, but i ended being on the edge of panic, had to ask to have at least part of my legs left free, it did not appear to impede the scene, much. My head was pushed into a hole of some sort, the plastic access was pretty tight but with a little bit of twisting I got in. The blindfold was removed and was replaced with "water" proof swimming goggles. At some point I started to say something else and was corrected with a slap "shh".
lol, Toilets do not speak!
So, all I saw above me was the face of my users and a round hole like the hole of a toilet seat. This was it, I was getting my wish, for better or worst I was on this train to toiletsville. For now it was heavenly, but with me knowing what was coming it was a also a bit terrifying! So, to maximize the effect and build the scene Evangeline and Bastienne began to chat, utterly "ignoring" this bound up lump. It was the sort of chit-chat you might expect from women in the bathroom going about their business, (and as if there were no men around) They discussed their SO's even, to my chagrin!
I occasionally got "Stepped on or used as a foot stool". Being stepped on by a full grown woman, a Domme, it not something you can ignore. It's both uncomfortable and incredibly erotic at the same time! When they started it became a blur. Bastienne is able to pee litres is seems. And mixed up the poop with an enema to make sure it "permeated" the toilet. She just randomly squirted on me while talking the most vanilla talk. I learned later the both of them had been eating a high fiber low carb noodle, which just hugely cranked up the intensity.
I'm partial to fart torture as well. As Evangeline was standing waiting to take her turn, she farted, and they both laughed. I remember thinking, hey why is that not here! LoL If Bastienne was large quantities, endlessly, Evangeline was urgency, quickly, and all NOW. She REALLY needed to go. So BOOM she peed hard and I was actually felt that I was going to drown unless I drank it all. Which was impossible cause it was so much at once. When she shifted forward, I knew what was coming them, but could not really prepare, how do you prepare? Crack hiss pop, then bam, smack on my face, more and more and more. My face was already half covered, but after a moment of quiet, she pushed and more crackling. She was not done yet!
After an eternity of this she was done, they laughed at the ridiculous picture of a mountain on my face and the were not done yet. After more trample/stepping, Bastienne finished "cleaning" herself out. Most enema water and chunks on my face, while above la-la-de-da, chit-chat continued :)! The Juxtaposition of the normalcy, voiding your bladder with your girlfriend with utter depravity that a normal everyday event can become in the right context (your face in just the right place) Afterwards my two Dommes finished their conversations and started discussing prep for future joint sessions! They packed all the poop into a condom to be frozen for another sub (wow, lol), laughing as they did it.
Usually anxiety prevents me from getting hard in a session. In this one it was only the shrink wrap that prevented it. Having those wonderful asses above me dropping all their products on my face was exactly what I needed, they really nailed it. After I was freed and cleaned myself up (ridiculously hard to not get it all over the place), I spent some time talking with them, formally it's aftercare, but they're just a pleasure to talk to in any context.
Bastienne explained that they decided that to get me properly into the objectification (in the moment, not in my head) scene they needed to immediately immerse me upon arrival. It worked!! I absolutely recommend both Bastienne and Evangeline!! They take great care in building the scene! You will not feel like a thing, unless that's what you want LOL, then you will be made to feel like the object you aspire to!
Thanks for the wonderful scene, and wonderful Dommes! "
- Panda Bear
Visit Mistress Evangeline Ducharme's website here.
I celebrated Family Day in the kinkiest way possible, with three of my Dominant Female friends. We hosted an all-day Taboo Roleplay themed event and had an absolute blast while doing it. We each played different roles, Jayne Doe was the deviant cousin, I was an aunty while Henry & Mistress Evangeline Ducharme vacillated between aunty & mommy roles, depending on their mood. I LOVE working in groups or within a duo with fellow Dommes, so this was an utter delight. The day flew by for all of us and we ended up hanging out after our subbies had left.
Thanks to everyone who came & played with us. Keep an eye out for upcoming events, I love hosting on Holidays! There's a built-in theme, everyone has time off and they're often so delightfully blasphemous!
Lovely, little sadist living in Toronto, Ontario. This is my journal, where my brain gets to play.